Tuesday, July 31, 2007

hmm here to blog again..hmm been ok bah this week..but there's still ups and downs...i need motivations..alot of motivations..hmm a really damn short post today cux i need to offline already!! later my dad scold me cux he wants to use the com..hmm shall blog more again...bye peeps

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

whycanteveryhtinggosmoothlyitissotiring
iwantthebestofallwheresallmyconfidenceofwinning
wheresmyconfidenceofwinningtheheart
myheartsbleedingeveryhtingisnotgoingrightforme
studiesandothersineedyouineedtheencouragement
ineedhopesosadsodowndepressed
livinginsoberilovethehappytimesimdepressed
nolongerhavethecourageforanything
whatmyworldhasbecomeidontknow
anybodycarethisweekisdamnlowlightupmylifeman...

hais long time since i blogged..hmm terrible week o huess...although its only the 2nd day of the week..ytd..ranjit became our form teacher...hais..when su airong became our co-form..we alr feel so shit..now ranjit...how are we going to study with shit teachers? everything's change..the class system...our class used to be good and ok..ever since they came, our class totally changed..hais. counting down to prelim..how am i going to make it..i need encouragement..with teachers like them..it will never be good..hais..hmm sad life..life is full of ups and downs..my life seemd to have more downs then ups...living in sober...i want the confidence i had in the past..i've lost...lost everything..have i?..who do i have?..i dont know.. so down..oh well thats all..

Friday, July 13, 2007

hmm long long time never blog..its time to blog i guess...hmm must change blogskin soon...its dying..hmm ytd is my birthday...happy sad?..hmm i just feel that something's missing..really missing..hmm nvm..hmm today is friday the 13th..izit really a bad day? hmm i really duno lah..tml going to watch transformers?...hmm got cg outing too..hmm short post..gtg byebye..hopefully everything gonna be alright